So the results are in, the votes have been counted ... okay, I didn't win but, I just gotta check, am I still hot oooor - how does that work? 

Now I've heard the 'this is an outrage!' 'I demand a recount' comments, also the network conspiracy theories, the non inclusion of international votes, etc, etc, but meh - no biggie!  Honestly, I am honored just to have been nominated and actually even suprised, I mean, although I am totally hot - lol just kidding, but a wrestler with a Gemini nomination - just that is pretty cool, no?

I mean it wasn't like I was nominated for a 100% ASS KICKING BABE, GREATEST WOMEN'S CHAMPION EVER award - 'cause you know I would have taken that home PLUS, the names of the other nominees!! What?? Yeah!!

I have to say again, I know you keep hearing from me but, I want to say THANK YOU because I truly believe that it was your support that got me to the Top 5 and the final? Well, who knows, it is kinda hard to believe that your guys' support PLUS the support from the my myspace was topped (I don't even think some of these nominees even have a myspace, and you know they don't have the support of the universe!) Oh, and sorry about taking up so much of your time with all the voting, cramped fingers and stuff - ow!

You know the one thing I am kinda bummed about was having the opportunity to  publicaly acknowledge the fact that along with that win, many of my successes of my career have been due to all of your support and that I couldn't have done it without you - and well, that still applies!

And, I'm glad you all liked my dress - i loved it ... it was perfect for me to eat extra dessert at the gala - yummy!