Jeff, I'm not sure what to say. If this were just a normal everyday person I think I might not care or say they reap what they sow. But in this case, I'm not reacting that way. Why? Because I have seen the impact you have had on people. You have been an entertainer, a daredevil and even an inspiration. It is early, perhaps all is not true. You will have your day and your say to present your story.

People are confused and disappointed by what is transpiring. They have watched all your up and downs, cheered, smiled and even cried. No one can truly comprehend the pain you go through or what is inside your head except you. But whether you want it or feel you it should be your burden, you are a role model and an idol to many, including children. I have been a wrestling fan for 30 years and have seen it all. I have seen the incredible popularity of Hulk Hogan and the connection with the fans, but that was like watching a movie character. I have seen girls cry just to touch the Von Erichs, but that was just teenage crushes. I have neever seen such a visceral connection with the fans as you have developed over the years.

Small children, "misfits" who relate to your personality and uniqueness, even grown adults. They have cheered for your high risk moves, prayed for your safety, rooted for you to return to the top, supported your every move and revelled in your ultimate success. You became the most popular wrestler in the world and the champion. Not because of anything except your will and your charisma which drew so many in.

Now, many of those people are lost. Many will still support you, no matter what. But you have hurt a lot of those who love you the most. I have fellow fans and friends, grown adults, who are devastated at this news. People who have cried when you lost or got hurt or even when you won. Some even just to see you in person or touch you. The truth will come out soon and everyone will know how to feel. In all likelihood, your career and possible your freedom are gone. That doesn't mean your life is though. Even if the worst is true, you can still be an inspiration to those who hold you high. Do the right thing for them, whatever the truth is.