well it seems i've gone a bit blog crazy today. this is the last blog of the day today i promise. Its actually almost midnight over here in little old England i'm supposed to be sleeping as im going out early tomorrow. The internet is just too damn addictive! Anyway today i discovered john morrison is actually quite a good poet, for all you who haven't read what he has wrote you should check it out its kinda different but in a good sort of way.

i got my college timetable, its okay plenty of free lessons to spend hanging out with friends etc only one of my teachers is the same as last year so it'll be interesting to see if i learn any new study techniques or just anything new in general from new teachers. i have to admit im quite looking forward to a new acedemic year this is my third and hopefully final year of college after that.... who knows, i think im ready for just about whatever life throws at me. this past year has been pretty tragic for me with the latest disaster being losing my best friend, she hasn't died or anything its just got to a point where we've made new friends, hung out with different people, spent too much time away from one another that when we actually talk we just argue. as it stands our friendship is pretty much irripairable at the moment, im hoping with some time apart new things to look forward to, we might one day be able to see eye to eye again. i'm quite distressed about the whole thing but we cant live in the past right, the future is what matters. i still have many amazing friends who mean the world to me and i am so greatful for all there love and support, they really are the best.

so saying that i'd like to dedicate this blog to my mum, the best friend (and occassionally enemy) i could ever have asked for. she has been there for me through this whole sorry mess and i know she always will be. even if it is just to yell go to sleep! at me like im still five years old. love you mum, you rock. xxxxxx

ps its actually gone midnight now.....*yawn*