Hey everybody. I thought it was about time i wrote again.
Well i should probably explain the title of this blog, if you read my last blog you might be able to see where this is headed, but i guess it is still kind of ambiguous. Basically i wanted to write this blog to thank all of my friends here on wwe.com for all the support they have given me whilst all the **** was going on, and the aftermath where i probably annoyed the hell out of you all being depressed. Particular thanks go to Jordan, bigpunk80, stonecold448 and Deanna. I love you guys you rock!
Things still arent that great for me but i am feeling so much more optimistic now than i was before. I still find it hard to deal with the fact that my closest friend doesnt want to know me any more and my sister wont speak to me, i cry about it sometimes when i hear songs that remind me of good times we had or that are particularly sensitive to the situation and when i look back at photo's, i wont deny that it hurts because it does. Like hell. But at least i know i had someone to share all those times with once and that even if she will never be in my life again she was a big part of making me who i am and i am greatful to her for that. I'll never forget growing up with her and all the randoms thing we did through out our friendship. I guess it was just time for us to move apart. You can't stop destiny right?
Anyway, i'm going to be okay, i can understand that even if i was only allowed 14 years they were the greatest 14 years of my life. It's time to move and and by god that it what i am going to do! I'm off to university next year, what an oppertunity that is going to be! I am so excited about it! I'm the first person in my family to go to uni so.....it's like the biggest adventure of my life! lol. Hopefully i might get to see some wwe live next year, that is going to be seriously exciting, i have one year to convince my mum to let me go, think i can do it? Also,not thinking about the near future but the present time sort of thing, im hopefully going to get my first tattoo soon!!!! Now that i am excited about, now i just have to decided which one to get out of the ton of designs i have n mind, im thinking the hardy logo or a butterfly or maybe something traditional like a swallow........message me or comment with idea's on what you think i should get.
Well, i think i have wasted quite enough of everyones time now.....i leave you all here with another promise to write soon!!!! love you all!!!!!!!!!! xoxo