Apologies for it being so long since i last wrote, i am so terrible at keeping up to date.

I'm not really going to say much today just that things have finally come to and end with the situation between me and my 'friend'. The result being that she has decided we shoudn't be friends anymore. I don't really know how i feel about that at the moment i guess im kinda numb about it. It'll probably sink in tomorrow when i least expect it. I think it has given me a bit of closure on the whole situation instaed of being in the limbo of are we friends? Aren't we friends? If that makes sense.

Any way i'm off now i promise i will give you all a proper update of what is going on soon xoxo