Hey everyone sorry its been a while since i last wrote a blog there hasn't really been anything going on to write about really.
I thought i'd write today to ask for some advice. I think i have mentioned a few times about the on going feud between myself and my "best friend" , well nothing is really happening at the moment, i was wondering should i make the move in trying to fix this? The last time we spoke she said she had given up on our friendship as i "dont put any effort into it", she also indirectly called me a liar and friend stealer. Im wondering if its worth all the hassle if this is going to happen for the rest of my life if you get what im saying.
We have been friends since we were 4 years old and it is killing me to think that all could have been a waste but the way things are going she would rather hang out with my sister. Today when i signed into my msn account her personal message read "looking for a holiday to greece to look for my man lol cant wait til 2009 ay laura!"
Laura is my sister.
How am i supposed to interpret that? does it mean she is taking her best friends sister on holiday with her just like she took her best friends sister to a theme park with her on her birthday instead of her best friend? And she then wonders why i'm upset! Is it really that difficult to understand?! I just want to spend time with my best friend without my sister being there or twisting everything i say! Is that really too much to ****ing ask!
Sorry i got a bit carried away there but im just so pissed about this whole thing. Anything i do is wrong or offensive but she can do or say anything she likes to me no matter how it makes me feel, im just expected to put up with it. Ive been feeling really guilty these past few weeks not talking to her im wondering if i should or not? im just so confused about this whole thing.
Anyway some advice would be really appreciated or just your opnions on the whole situation because im just about ready to give up myself, im tired of the arguements, sick of the ****y messages i just.....ugh i dunno.