What a week for me personally going to my 9th and 10th WWE Live Events, a SmackDown/ECW House Show on Monday and a RAW House Show Tuesday!

My personal highlights this week were being ringside, well a few rows back but in between matches i got to the front and i got a surprise on each show. During the SmackDown/ECW Main Event Batista vs Rey Mysterio, Batista walked round towards where i was standing and we locked eyes as i began to bow to him, he looked very angry at this point lol and what did he do!? Batista gave ME the middle finger right there on the front row! Even SmackDown Ring Announcer Tony Chimel was shocked, as i was i suppose (Not very PG Dave) but it just demonstrates his heel turn (i think this was a highlight???)
The second highlight came at the RAW Live Event just before the bell rang for a Divas Tag Team Match between Jillian & Alicia Fox vs Gail Kim & Melina, I was standing in Melina/Gails Corner (beside the steel steps) and i shouted (at the top of my voice) "I love you Gail" lol why not??? to which she turned round and blew ME! a kiss! THATS RIGHT!
And and a mention should go out to DX, they were alot of fun and it was great to be part of the DX Army for a night!

lol anyway the results from both shows are below, feel free to comment or ask me any questions and i will get back to YOU!

SmackDown/ECW - Cardiff - Monday 9th November 
1-The Undertaker def. CM Punk - Casket Match - World Heavyweight Championship
2-Mickie James won a Divas Battle Royal involving Beth Phoenix, Katie Lea, Natalya, Rosa Mendes & Layla
3-Finlay & Yoshi Tatsu def. Zack Ryder & Ezekiel Jackson
4-Drew McIntyre def. Matt Hardy
5-Cryme Tyme def. The Hart Dynasty
6-John Morrison def. Dolph Ziggler - Intercontinental Championship
7-Michelle McCool def. Mickie James - Women's Championship
8-Christian def. Goldust - ECW Championship
9-Rey Mysterio def. Batista via disqualification

RAW - Cardiff - Tuesday 10th November
1-Mark Henry def. Chris Masters
2-Jack Swagger def. Santino Marella
3-Sheamus def. MVP
4-Evan Bourne def. Chavo Guerrero
5- Melina & Gail Kim def. Alicia Fox & Jillian
6- The Miz def. Kofi Kingston - United States Championship
7- D-Generation X & John Cena w/ Hornswoggle def. Randy Orton & The Legacy

Hey! All you wrestling fans! I miss you guys!!

I wanted to reach out and let you know where I've been and what the future holds for me. I don't have a My Space or Face book (yes, there are imposters out there!), so I wanted to connect one more time with all of you whom I have absolutely loved performing for...and who have brought me so much happiness through the years.

Since being released from the WWE, I've had a hard time dealing with losing my dream. I have been very lucky to work for some independent shows, where I am to still able to talk and perform for some of you. I really appreciate the support that I've received in regards to my release. But to be honest with all of you, I really miss being able to entertain and connect with you on a much broader scale. I also miss competing and performing with my nearest and dearest friends from the WWE.

Now, know why I was released by the WWE. That conversation was only between management and myself. Needless to say, I was truly devastated when I found out I was being let go. In addition to that, two other reasons were leaked out as to why I was released. Although, I know what happened, it's very hurtful to hear these things being said. I've had my struggles getting to the WWE, and being able to maintain my position as a Diva. It is an extremely competitive career in more ways than anyone can imagine.. It really messes with someone emotions when people want to say such hurtful things. I am not a cartoon character; I am a real person with real emotions.

This brings me to my decision to put wrestling on hold for now. It has become tremendously hard for me to continue knowing the comments about my weight are being recognized. I have to look at myself everyday in the mirror, and just being a girl, I am hard enough on myself! Meeting the fans and taking pictures or signing autographs was such a special thing for me. Lately, it has become emotionally stressful because so many people, meaning well, have continued to bring up my physical appearance and directly correlate that with my release from WWE.

Another reason was that I wasn't viewed as a wrestler. Let me tell you something, I've had years of experience and came out of the best WWE training facility learning from the top trainers in this entertainment industry. Please don't believe that "Cherry" didn't know what she was doing when she entered that squared circle. I learned more and more each day. I never stopped learning. I had the greatest advantage of having an amazing wrestler in his own right, Fit Finlay, willing to allow me to monopolize his mind of knowledge as well as so many other talented wrestlers at the palm of my hand. I am truly grateful for having that opportunity. I live, talk, dream, and breath wrestling. But these obstacles need to be addressed if I want to ever continue.

The other reason being that I feel betrayed by people who I thought were my friends. I turned to them in my time of need to try and continue wrestling but it was turned into a childish petty way of doing business. It made it very hard for me to continue. Business is business until someone tries to make it something other than that...WEIRD!

Through it all, I have been so lucky to have been able to touch my dream. I have traveled to so many places and met so many people. Although, I find the daily struggles I have need more attention and I need to start dealing with those things within myself. It has been truly a tremendously hard decision. There is nothing more that I would want to do than to continue performing in the greatest ring for the greatest fans. Like a very great friend of mine once said, "You can love wrestling with all your heart, but it won't always love you back."

I have been so blessed to have had all these amazing opportunities that came from an industry I will always love. In so many ways, I am a stronger person because I was able to make it through to the other side and still from happiness from. I will never forget you guys...Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Love
Kara

WWE Night of Champions - Philadelphia, PA

Kofi Kingston def Big Show, The Miz, MVP, Carlito & Jack Swagger - WWE United States Championship

Michelle McCool def Melina - WWE Women's Championship

Tommy Dreamer def Christian - ECW Championship

Rey Mysterio def Dolph Ziggler- Intercontinental Championship

Mickie James def Maryse - WWE Divas Championship

Cody Rhodes & Ted DiBiase def Chris Jericho & ? - WWE Unified Tag Team Championship

Randy Orton def Triple H & John Cena - WWE Championship

Jeff Hardy def CM Punk - World Heavyweight Championship

WWE The Bash - Sacramento, CA

The Great Khali def. Dolph Ziggler - No DQ
John Cena def. The Miz
Rey Mysterio def. Chris Jericho - Title vs Mask
Melina def. Michelle McCool - WWE Women's Title
Tommy Dreamer def. Mark Henry, Jack Swagger, Finlay, Christian - ECW Title
Cody Rhodes & Ted DiBiase def. Carlito & Primo - WWE Unified Tag Team Titles
CM Punk def Jeff Hardy - World Heavyweight Title
Randy Orton def. Triple H - 3 Stages of Hell Match - WWE Title

Today (23rd) marks the 10th anniversary of the death of the late great Owen Hart.

He may be gone but as fellow WWE fans lets make sure hes never forgetten!

RIP my friend

Owen Hart 1965-1999