What's up all you stars and studs!?! Now I would like everyone to join Team Mia Tweet!! marialkanellis is my twitter name!! Again everyone I am not a member of bebo! I am not a member of myspace!! I do have a facebook. But I am not a great updater. I am great at twitter!! It is easy and I am lazy!!
Now let's talk about something else..... Hmmmmm.... love first. It is came to my knowledge this relationship that I have, that was supposed to be something to pass the time has turned into the greatest love of my life. I was hurt so bad after my last love I swore I would never love again. I wanted to go on nice dates, dinners, and be treated like a lady but not love. Just have fun. But, here I am almost 2 years and I am with my best friend." Not my type" has become my type. Love is funny and his humor terrible, just when people have finally given up on it, love gives us the greatest kiss of our lives. When we are hard and happy being a zombie, to be alone,.....we fall, free fall right back in it. Love is falling up and looking down knowing when you hit the ground it is going hurt. You just hope to suck in enough of loves delicious hilium to last forever. My love gave me time to grow, to get better, and to heal. He held my hand through it all. The one after the one has become the only one I can see myself with. My family loves him and I love his family. Weird, but I even just want my ex to be happy. There is a way of life, a path we follow that is best for us. We should not fight it, just swim with the fishes. I am a Pisces so I have always floated along but rocks have gotten in the way and storms interrupted my calm stream but now I am swimming alone and he is swimming in the stream next to me. Double O Ve and me have our own dreams but we are going in the same direction together. I do not know if we will be able to make it across the hills, the mountains, the valleys, or that we will not get distracted by the spiderweb, (love ya Victoria) of tributaries but at least it is honest and there is always a free flow of communication. I am excited to know that we want to do it together. Sailing along in the blue skys of life never knowing where the next moody grey cloud will come from. In our bubble nothing gets inside and we know the storm blows over. A bond (our bubble) grows stronger when in love and that doesn't include jealousy, mystery, or fear. I think I am ready to finally love hard again, sooo scarey, but he deserves all of me.
No one should give up on love. It's too good, too bitter sweet, open your hearts and everyone should love. Love even the ones you hate cause it only makes you stronger. Then, no one can tear you down and tear you apart. Be a strong rushing river that erodes the harsh terrain of society. Irrigate the land with your love and happiness so that all around you peeps want to doggy paddle in your enlightenment.
Next, lets discuss what I am up to..... I am still on Smackdown!!! hahahaha... I am still here and my heart is still in wrestling. I want to be here. I want an opportunity to shine still in the ring. We don't always get what we want when we want it. Sometimes timing is not right. But, when it is I will embrace it!! I want to fight!! Maria Louise Kanellis.....Women's Champion!! mmmmmm.... sounds so good!! Someday, I have faith.
I am also working on a t-shirt line and I am working on my music.... I can't wait to sing for all the stars and studs!! I love writing music!!
Spank you for allllll the support!! The stars and studs are my heart you inspire me to keep pushing... love ya, Maria
Twitter me and let me know what you think. marialkanellis
Rock it: John Mayer: "Gravity" the live version
Sugarland: "Stay"
Pearl Jam: "Better Man"
John Legend: "Ordinary People" You will fall in love again to this song.
