While im sitting here in front of the computer screen wondering why I can't begin to do homework for the start of the school year here at Sinclair, I noticed that I really don't have any friends.

  When your in high school we have social groups that determine if your popular enough to hang with the "in crowd", being in collage sucks.  If your not doing sports or some drama course your pertty much screwed.

  The reason why I can't find friends is because they thin I am strange, Im just like anyother person here at Sinclair, I just dont understand it.  I try to talk to other people but it's really boring to get to know someone.  When your on the internet you can basically lie to each other and get away with it. 

  I noticed on my Myspace account I have some friends, do they ever talk to me or to anyone, but they always want you to read their blogs, wish happy birthdays and luck, but just a simple question on how are you doing they act like they are too good to even respond.  Some peole are different they actually have conversations with ya, and others you have to pull their darn teeth.

  Maybe im just overreacting to my self-loathing, pitiful greed of being friends with someone, but dont everyone deserve to have a conversation with someone sometime in their lives.

  Whatever!