Along The Horizon Is Something New
When the sun arose on the horizon
yesterday, there was something new...
A feeling that something bigger than
me was developing, for me or against
me.
Someone or something is breaking
down the wall that I have built to
protect myself.
There is a rebel yell building up, no
longer wanting to be careful, wanting
to risk it all, wanting to not have to
constantly walk on egg shells to make
people who really don't care happy.
The judging eye of society has
silenced my voice long enough.
I have walked across hot coals, I
have crossed a path of broken glass
and I have allowed love to drag my
heart through the mud more than
once.
I have always been the rescuer
never the rescued.
I always tell myself that the next
year will be better, that I will be
better.
I should not settle for anything less
than the best.
Where do you find yourself when
you let everything go and make
yourself vulnerable and available?
You find yourself in unknown areas
in shark infested waters.
The only thing that can keep you
afloat is yourself.
A true friend which is rare may
reach out a hand to help, but even
that comes with a price to pay later.
Nothing is for free in this world.
Is there really someone for everyone
out there?
I have experienced many things so
far, but love I have yet to know.
I have been slave, a secret, a
promise, a hope, a friend, a denial,
a devil, an angel, a night of
release, everything I have been,
but loved.
I am a mother, I am a recover from
addiction, I am a survivor of a
mother who never wanted me, I am
a sister, a godmother and a cleaner.
Then one day someone said "set
that inner beast free."
So as I sit here and ponder that
request, something new is developing
on the horizon.
I am ready for change are you?


YEAH! U SEEM LIKE A PERSON WHICH HAS ACCOMPLISHED A LOT SO FAR.THE HORIZON U SEE IS ANOTHER CHALLENGE WAITING FOR U TO TAKE.YOU'VE DONE EVERYTHING CEPT WALK ON THE MOON AND YOUR PREPARED FOR WHATEVER LIFE THROWS UR WAY,EXCITED TO SEE WHAT IS UP AHEAD AND ANXIOUS FOR THE FIRST GLIMPS OF WHATS COMING!!
oneofmillions06:12 PM EST